about strength of Nature: buying a piece of land
ONE HOUR AWAY FROM HOME
Today I was alive, isn´t it important?.
I enjoyed a very pleasant day.
I was there and you weren´t.
I can easily explain you what I saw but I could barely introduce you to what I felt.
I can not talk about it, I can only write.
Everything but the feeling is very discouraging: the price, for example, but, what happens here? nature? Price?, yes everything has a price are you are ready to pay it?.
I don´t know what the price is but I know that is not affordable; and the rest is just hunging out a cliff; you would jump, you want to do it, jump to freedom, to join the very inside of you, but at the same time you know that the answer is no, common sense is no, and again is the price, and the idea that it is not affordable.
Today I learned about myself, don´t I know everything already? Do you about yourself?
I know that I still have a boy inside me, and that is a lot of suffering. It lasts just a while, thanks God.
Adventure is very hard, but what is the meaning of adventure?, it scares me just trying to answer it. Is it all about trying new things?, is it trying “supposed to be impossible things”?, it is just a character?, it is the conquer of your peace, finally? What is it?, Why don´t you tell me?. I want you to tell me, you are so quiet, talk
My mind is full of ideas, I have the strength, but what is the price I have to pay for it.
But what if I dreamed, I dreamed that I make it happen, I get a decent price, then I need a good design, a good project and someone will say yes, and that yes is not a far away yes, it is only one hour and a half from home.